Its said “ you’re never given a dream without the
power to realise it” and how often does that make
you cringe in your own skin, judging self endlessly
for not doing enough in the direction of its
fulfilment…
Are we not constantly, tirelessly ripping self apart
wanting to know what actually is it that creates a
comfortable distance between you and your
longing desire awaiting in the aisle to eventually
show up…Alas, have found myself in the space a
few dozen times continuously working on self in
pursuit of eliminating that limitation, often
wondering “what a plethora of barriers i must have chosen/created to keep myself distracted
from, reaching out to my that so yearned but
UN-fulfilled DESIRE”.
Here comes a stagnation of being worn out
DOING n some more n more DOING that one
might just want to halt momentarily, breathe,
taking a check of the energy that ONE(you/me) is
turning into….
As i breathe into that moment of halt, i realise
what is tiresome is the doing, so inscribed in my
very existence (thanks to our conditioning) that i
chucked JUST BEING (so not part of our
conditioning) state that served so much ease and
peace…YES, you would be labelled idle, inertia
like and made to have a sense of “good for
nothing” or “not enough”.
Its a deep sense of that BEING-NESS which may
appear to be dull and dreary on the outer(to the
world), where that whirlpool of energy is built up
to be channelled in complete force of it when it
seems its READY to be invested into the
creation of that DREAM….Only you would know
its movement and the upsurge, the process of
readiness and no one else…
Conserve till it reaches its apex to be blown out
totally into the creation of that you envisaged
with no pre-conceived outcome for its the space
of TRUST between you and your creation that
you may want to so hold on to and make no-one
privy into it…
That to me is beauty of creation in all of its
GLORY blooming to shape up as it desires to
show up.
That’s also the space of THE COURAGE which
i so belong to, hold on to, with baited breathe,
not giving up no matter what the world conceive
it as….